I don’t know how I feel about you…
I do know that if I lose you, a part of me would get lost too.
You put up with all my bullshit when you can easily walk away…
I know sometimes I come off a littlw cold, but darling I promise, I never want to intentionally hurt you.
Sometimes I just have bad days, and my filter disappears, I’m working on it I promise.
I know you love me, I can feel it radiate off of you with everything you do for me.
You deserve the best, and I’m trying my hardest to be the best me I can be.
Nobody said it’d be easy, but its what’s making this so beautiful.
Our love grew so unexpectedly, so I know its not just another one of those flings.
I hope we keep this going because now I know, I’m gonna miss you. Way too much.
As the school year comes to an end….
I’ve come to realize what I’m about to go through in life, soon ill be off to Basic Training.. I’m going with a bunch of people that I have no idea exhist. Knowing that they’re going to be like family to me is beautiful. I’m so excited to go and venture the world, come across all these amazing people. It feels good to know that I’m going into something so great, knowing that ill be serving my country, saving lives.. . …. I can’t wait. ♡
My entire life, well school life at least,
I’ve wondered…. what is it like to be a senior? To finally graduate and not have to deal with school….
Its so close now, and if I could go back, and change some things I definitely would….
I was to enclosed, too afraid… now I can care less, wish i would have felt this way sooner.
I’m sure as hell going to miss this, I can already tell.
Any guy who puts up with me, deserves a beer. Or two. Hell of a lot more than that, I’m pretty hard to put up with.
"My God, how did this happen? he says. It was only the other night everything was fine and the next thing I know, I’m drowning. How many times can a man go down and still be alive? I can’t breathe."
— Ray Bradbury; Fahrenheit 451